Hi everybody its a beautiful day in the neighborhood well some anyway.
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74 year old man fed up with hate and lies with not one time being told he was loved. ends 54 yr old marriage to vindictive woman who apparently never knew what love meant.
Thats right folks I have had it. about 3mo back the X wife said a bunch of hateful things none of which were true (something she has done all our 54 yrs) and the first rime in 54 yrs I ask her to apologize for them, she refused, so I am moving on. All I have ever wanted was to tenderly love someone who would return the favor (I don't mean sex) that is only icing on the cake. I mean saying the words "I love you, please, thank you, forgive me, you are forgiven. I thought ever form the time we met that i could teach her, from such a bad family, how to love. The jury didn't even have to go to chamber, You can not teach love. should have listened to Mom when she said "son she is not for you she has too much anger in her". Touching in gentile ways, that brought on "i don't want to be turned on" wasn't what I was attempting to do. She did like my rubbing her feet and I enjoyed doing it, still would except I can no longer live with her. She has yelled at me for 50 yrs "you need someone else Bob" well I hope I do find someone who wants these things for real. I built a ranch for her and the 5 kids and she now wants to kick me off, the ranch I built. to top it off the other day my best friend "chip" a dog that was our sons got run over he was real old and i was driving at the time. Now I am "dog killer who on purpose ran over the dog". It is real lonely without my friend. very hard to even get in bed at night. I applied for an aircraft mechanics job at the airport since i am a licensed A/C mech but at 74 i am sure the insurance co. will not like that idea. I have taught computer science and digital principles I am also a good welder, machinist and carpenter would love to have a job in any of those trades. Wrote program code for Halliburton oil for 5 years. Of course I am not perfect a US Navy VET flying from carriers has had its ups and downs (sorry about the medifore), and after the Navy I was hit by a prop in the head didn't even break the skin. but i did have PTSD for a few years. Long since that been much better. I have always been aware of if I hurt someones feelings and ready to offer apologies. always respect others and most diffenently respect a woman because she is made in His the Creators image and deserves that respect. not as a slave or some such thing.I decided to fight this and stay here but I sure could use a friend. I don't have anything except SS check so I can just survive. I will forgive her but I can no longer live with her.
